Many things happened. People come people go. We just lose a good friend. Everyone is sad. James left without saying goodbye. “Help” is probably the last word he said. It’s just unacceptable. It happened too fast. It happened so suddenly. We don’t know how to react. We don’t know what to say.

I bet, after this incident, we lose a friend and now we learned a lesson. A lot realised that we must appreciate everything around us. But before this incident, we already knew this. But why are we not appreciating still? Maybe some will appreciate things a lot more now, but some may forget the lesson they learned and go back to how they used to be.

When James is alive, many people hated him. Though he did quite a few mistakes when he was young, especially during secondary, well, everyone does mistake right. But that was all silly mistakes that growing teenager made. Those mistakes and incidents is the thing that will makes us laugh in future when we grow up and realise and ask ourselves why do we do that?

When he’s alive, people hated him. But now when he left us, those people that hated him now regret for not appreciating the friendship they had.

He left and we all miss him. We won’t be seeing him online in our msn list again,it's his big emoticon that caught my eyes everytime, nor will see him post updates on his blog, or say that he has updated his blog.

Think back of things that we’ve done together. Sometimes, we took bus together to tuition, or we met in the bus so coincidentally. Wait for me to finish my essay everytime after tuition. Fetch him back from tuition every week. He belanja-ed me McD and movie before tuition. I accompanied him to buy his new Sony Ericsson phone. He will shout my name out loud when he sees me from far. One Christmas or New Year’s Eve, I forgot which one, we both stood at McD’s entrance and wish everyone “welcome to Mc Donald” “thank you and see you again”. Back then, people hated him but I did not, he treated me good. He treated me like a sister. Not like what they used to say, the-chiko-way. What we have with him now is only memories.

Anyway, hope people who hated him, pls don’t hate him anymore. May he rest in peace and get to a better place. We shouldn't be sad anymore. Guess he won't want us to be also. He left, and we also must move on. And everyone should learn to treasure things around us. Solve problems by saying sorry or in a peaceful way and not by hating or bad mouthing each other. Go talk to people that you seldom talk to or who used to be best friends with you.

We’ll never know what will happen next second. Life’s too short.

James, may you R.I.P. Though you’ll never read this or maybe you will, but I am grateful to have a friend like you. So sorry I couldn’t visit you for the last time. You’ll always be in our memories.

Many things happened. People come people go. We just lose a good friend. Everyone is sad. James left without saying goodbye. “Help” is probably the last word he said. It’s just unacceptable. It happened too fast. It happened so suddenly. We don’t know how to react. We don’t know what to say.

I bet, after this incident, we lose a friend and now we learned a lesson. A lot realised that we must appreciate everything around us. But before this incident, we already knew this. But why are we not appreciating still? Maybe some will appreciate things a lot more now, but some may forget the lesson they learned and go back to how they used to be.

When James is alive, many people hated him. Though he did quite a few mistakes when he was young, especially during secondary, well, everyone does mistake right. But that was all silly mistakes that growing teenager made. Those mistakes and incidents is the thing that will makes us laugh in future when we grow up and realise and ask ourselves why do we do that?

When he’s alive, people hated him. But now when he left us, those people that hated him now regret for not appreciating the friendship they had.

He left and we all miss him. We won’t be seeing him online in our msn list again, nor will see him post updates on his blog, or say that he has updated his blog.

Think back of things that we’ve done together. Sometimes, we took bus together to tuition, or we met in the bus so coincidently. Fetch him back from tuition every week. He belanja-ed me McD and movie before tuition. I accompanied him to buy his new Sony Ericsson phone. He will shout my name out loud when he sees me from far. One Christmas or New Year’s Eve, I forgot which one, we both stood at McD’s entrance and wish everyone “welcome to Mc Donald” “thank you and see you again”. Back then, people hated him but I did not, he treated me good. He treated me like a sister. Not like what they used to say, the-chiko-way. What we have with him now is only memories.

Anyway, hope people who hated him, pls don’t hate him anymore. May he rest in peace and get to a better place. And everyone should learn to treasure things around us. Solve problems by saying sorry or in a peaceful way and not by hating or bad mouthing each other. Go talk to people that you seldom talk to or who used to be best friends with you.

We’ll never know what will happen next second. Life’s too short.

James, may you R.I.P. Though you’ll never read this but I am grateful to have a friend like you. So sorry I couldn’t visit you for the last time. You’ll always be in our memories.

I realised... good luck is not on my side recently..

Especially on food.

Last week, I got cockroach in my rice. I only realise that when I have 3 mouthfuls left..I initially thought it was over-fried onion, you know how onion hangus looks like.. black/dark brown in colour.. then I was wondering how come there's onion in it, then i checked, it's a goddamn cockroach, I didn't want to believe, then I double checked again, yea it's not onion.

This week, I have worm in my chicken rice. Again, I wanted to believe it's not anything disgusting. I convinced myself that it's something else.. you know.. the white and tiny tiny ikan bilis? Then I turn to ask my friend what is that. I was hoping she will say it's ikan bilis.. *stupid* obviously it's a damn worm.

Sigh.

And today, found my newly bought milk is opened and drank by someone..Great, just when I'm hungry and crave for milk..

How ironic..

Things are not going well..Assignments are piling as high as Mt. Everest. Finals around the corner.

Good luck, time to come back to mama.. it's been a while..

fml.

Credits to Rynne!!

for checking up the meaning of our names in that damn cool dictionary, after we start lema and wtf-ing in our conversation. and yes we both are weird and we are liking it.

Phoebe

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I don't know how I don't know why I don't know when I got distracted to search for meaning for vulgar words. Totally love that website.

And this very bad GOOD friend are comes out with more words and I actually searched it.

Guess what I found.



Ladies and gentlemen,

Let learn hokkien and any other language as well as some new words to add in your dictionary.
oh ya the best part is you can use it daily. hahaha. like the word wtf. it is used in every situation.

Lets start with the basic word. This is the word my friend Kim Hu likes to use.. hahaha

Lema
1. A word that can be used to call somebody without a meaning.
Can be used among buddies.
Also can be used to call the person's mother.
A Penang term used in Malaysia.